Today was great I went and got a haircut in preparation for the trip next week hoping it’s at peak sexy length by the time I leave. Then I went to the movies to see Baby Driver which was everything I wanted it to be and more I loved it so much. I think it was a date with this girl but eh it was so rushed and stuff and I’m an awkward mess and I get such mixed signals so idk at least the movie was amazing. Feeling dejected I jumped at the chance to go to town and have drinks with my favourite boys and yeah I’m feeling good from chats and laughs with them.
Today was… mediocre? It started out kind of meh with my interactions with people being pretty lame and unexciting but idk I guess it picked up. I joined some lame facebook group called “Thirstposting” and everyone in there seems equally as horny and lonely which is cool. Work was weirdly quiet, I was awkward as hell to one of the Hoyts girls haha dangit. A girl mentioned that she liked my poem from the other day, called it “sexy”, that was pretty rad.
Speaking of though, I’m pretty annoyed at myself for basing my whole day around how I’m doing with girls and stuff. I’m not sure if this sudden obsession is just to distract myself from bad shit going on in my life or what, but I’ve been neglecting other aspects of my life just to dwell on it. Gotta cut that out hey.