Yesterday was pretty bad and not because I stayed home and did nothing for once. First off we had a work meeting and even though all signs pointed to it going badly I wasn’t really prepared for how badly it went. I ended up getting into an argument about staffing with my boss and area manager which included them suggesting I transfer stores and plenty of other condescending shit. It hell through me off and while I smoothed things over later it’s still bothering me now. After that I ended up handing in my resume to noodle box haha. Then I went into the city to go to friend’s. I smoked and drank before we left for the show and somehow it like really effected me and I was pretty out of it. When we got to the show one of our friends had a anxiety attack and couldn’t go in which sucked but even worse was how that made my own anxiety skyrocket. So I go in and sure enough there she is with her new boyfriend no less. She looked at me then quickly looked away but I stared right at her, I hate how she makes me feel so much. So I spent the rest of the night disassociating and being a weird stoned mess, touché Amore and turnover were both great I just found it so hard to get into them. Lucky another one of my friends was there and I hung out with him for a bit after which got my mind of things slightly. I’m still alive today, no thanks to you bitch.
Late one this time because I got home at like 5am last night. Yesterday I didn’t do all that much during the day just walked the dog and played some more Injustice 2. At about 8pm I caught an Uber to a friend’s house where we were meant to be having pres but said pres lasted until like 12pm haha, not that I care cheaper than spending money in town. When we got to town we went to Dog and Ducks which was expensive and packed but I went with it and ended up having some fun dancing and laughing. When we left two of my friends who are a couple were arguing all the way from town until we got back home. I was waiting for them to chill out so I could say bye and leave but the tensions were high so I kinda just snuck out. All things considered though still a good night.
Hey guys a late one today because I was dead last night. Yesterday I worked in the morning and bitched about my hours and work to my manager the whole time haha, she loves it. After work I had a shower and head off to a uni friends going away party. It was pretty awkward at first because I was the only straight dude there and on top of that it was just a totally different crowd but a few drinks later I came out of my shell. Everyone was really kind to their credit and I ended up having a great time with hilarious conversations.
Today was spent doing not much, this uni assignment is killing me I know I should be throwing more effort at it I just have no ideas what I’m writing about and no sources want to talk to me. Besides that I went to a friends house with a bunch of other friends and they were all smoking weed but I just drank because I suck at sinking cones haha. It was a good night though I love their company I just hope they like mine too. Just want to listen to tunes for now.
Writing this still hungover as hell caked in my own spew but what ya gonna do. Yesterday was fairly bland I just worked on my uni assignment and hung around until I had to go to work. Work wasn’t quite as soul crushing as it usually is but I think that’s mainly because I knew I was going out after. After work I went to a friends house to catch up with a bunch of old mates which was good. My mistake was thinking I’m a pirate and thinking I can handle drinking whiskey straight. We went into the city but by that point I was already too far gone to get in anywhere and that is probably for the best. Twas a good night don’t get me wrong I just did not bank on getting thus hammered, gonna go throw up more now.