Today was dumb because the shift I agreed to cover yesterday was actually for Tuesday but my manager called me and made me go in and idk man. The friend that blew me off all last week apologized which is nice and I got my tickets to see baby driver this Saturday which I’m very keen for. 



Today was ugh just wandered around feeling gross then went to work which was slow gross but not as busy. My friend replied and I didn’t fuck anything which is a huge relief but to add to a bit of stress my ex will be going to the touché Amore show next week and I’m gonna be sick until I get that out the way cya. 


Today sucked because I was agitated about last night for most of it. Don’t get me wrong I had a great time but I think I might have damaged my relationship with a realgood friend and that hurts. Work also sucked as usual so busy and the person on before me did a pretty bad job of cleaning and keeping things under control. Pretty depressed but my holiday is soon at least. 


Sorry this is late guys I was a mess last night haha. So yesterday I had to wake up early to make a doctors appointment to get that damn skin tag on my bag cut out. This time the doctor cut it out deep and stitched it so here’s hoping it’s truly all gone now. After that I chilled out until like 4pm when I went to a friend’s house. I smoked weed properly for the first time in ages and yeah… I think I was a bit of a mess. It’s so weird because a lot of my friends smoke all the time so they’re completely fine whereas I’m just all over the place and embarrassing. I think I just felt awkward because it was just me my friend and her boyfriend so the attention was so on me for a lot of time. To highlight just how far gone I was, I felt like I was going to pass out so I slunk out to the toilets where I was trying to pee but I was heaps light-headed so I sat down. I ended up peeing for what felt like ten minutes and I think I passed out on the toilet but when I came out and asked how long I was they were like “uhhh 2 minutes”. Not to mention that whole time I felt like I was pissing all over everything when I wasn’t. So yeah, I am just on that weak shit guys.



Today was pretty quiet didn’t do much watched the rest of GLOW which was great because it really treated the wrestling business with respect and it was genuinely funny. I want to go out but I’m feeling pretty isolated and finding it hard to communicate this to people, like I want to reach out but I don’t know how.


Today I thought I’d be doing something but I was kinda let down by a friend which sucks but I shouldn’t have expectations I guess. Instead I started watching GLOW of course because wrestling and it’s pretty good some weird editing cuts and stuff but entertaining as hell. I went to work which was quiet but every customer I did get was the fuckin worst. Then I got home and started writing something which might be a script for my first video thing hmmm maybe.


Today I just did like nothing like I played video games and listened to the new DJ Khaled album and oh jesus christ not good noooot good. Lucky the new 2 Chainz and Denzel Curry were both pretty sick and kind of washed the disappointment away slightly. Went to the gym finally and tried some new things that don’t exacerbate this damn wrist injury so much, thinking of caving and going to the doctors for it.


Late one this time because I got home at like 5am last night. Yesterday I didn’t do all that much during the day just walked the dog and played some more Injustice 2. At about 8pm I caught an Uber to a friend’s house where we were meant to be having pres but said pres lasted until like 12pm haha, not that I care cheaper than spending money in town. When we got to town we went to Dog and Ducks which was expensive and packed but I went with it and ended up having some fun dancing and laughing. When we left two of my friends who are a couple were arguing all the way from town until we got back home. I was waiting for them to chill out so I could say bye and leave but the tensions were high so I kinda just snuck out. All things considered though still a good night.