So today was alright, I managed to work out an interview time with a pretty good source regarding the abuses of the elderly taking place in Oakden so yay I did something. Gloomy weather didn’t have me feeling down just strange, hard to keep track of time.
Something pretty nuts happened tonight which I can’t say because sometimes people I know read this (hi), but let’s just say I was doing something and doubting it but I ended up following through and I don’t even regret it? Just feel a bit empty inside but that is par for the course when it comes to being me these days. Got me scratching my head and rethinking myself though, I feel like I’ll always be in a state of purgatory with my identity like I’ll never have something concrete, not necessarily a bad thing I guess but a bit scary to think about.